Keep going

There’s a cost to stopping,
it’s called inertia

The energy cost to overcome inertia is much higher than momentum

Just keep going

No matter what shit you’re slogging through, keep going

Stopping often means starting over

You’ve got this....keep going!!

Source  :https://twitter.com/allicovington/status/1149000564694347778?s=19

Tadi baca status ni kat twitter orang.. satu statement yg sgt membina tp in a very technical way..

There has been so macam2 berlaku in my life. .tp x tau la..aku rasa aku jadi makin x nak share ngan sesapa apa yg aku rasa.. so n bila dh berlaku mcm2 ni..aku dpt simpulkan aku ni actually introvert.. skrg baru aku notice yg aku x suka mingle ngan org..skrg ni nk kluar ngan kengkawan pun malas.. kekadang aku gi tengok wayang pun sorang2 je.. tengok and balik..x de jalan2 pun..

Tp somehow..aku terasa rindu nk menulis dlm blog balik..walaupun x de la apa2 cerita menarik pun nk share..even follower pun rasanya semua dh x buat/baca blog dah..tp saja nk menulis..sbb tun M ckp otak kita ni made of muscle..kalau x digunakan..otak akan jadi lemah,,so kita kena la gunakan dengan cara menulis.,membaca..berfikir..problem solving etc.. so..aku nk menulis balik walaupun komputer aku rosak..xpe lah..taip je kat tab walaupun x baper puas ati..tp at least aku teruskan menulis..

Ok..tu je for now.. till nxt time..

Solo Travel

Aku nk travel solo. Masih sedang pikir samada nk backpacking je ke or roadtrip. Nak jalan jejauh kang besar lak belanja. So..maybe gi dekat2 je lah.. as long as travel solo.. bukan nak prove something.. saja je.. we can learn a lot bila travel solo ni.. whatever decision kita nk buat, no need other people punya opinion. Nak pegi..pegi je.. So.. In syaa allah.. maybe cuti raya haji ni aku akan travel solo..

Tergamam

Tergamam.
Tak tau nak cakap camna.
Last week, aku terima wassap dari sorang kawan lama, yang mana aku sebenarnya mmg dh lama suka pada dia. Cuma, aku x berani la nak ckp kat dia aku suka dia. Yang mana aku rasa family aku pon tau aku suka pada dia and family aku pon suka pada dia gak. Tapi setelah lebih 10 tahun berkawan, dari sama belajar sampai la memasing dh bawa haluan masing2 dalam dunia pekerjaan, kami masih berkawan, cuma bila dah jauh tu jarang la dapat berjumpa. Kami masih la bercontact melalu wassap..tapi tak kerap..karang 2-3 bulan sekali, setakat bertanya khabar.

Sebelum aku kembali kerja ke bn ni.. dia dtg kul 4 am di airport turut sama antar aku. Somehow, aku rasa maybe he feels something juga tp tulah.. none of us will say anything about it. So, back to how aku tergamam tadi.. aku received wassap dia khamis tengahari.. aku ckp la aku baru balik ke Mesia aritu last weekend, tp sbb terlalu bz and penuh jadual aku..x sempat nk contact kot, lagipon dia jauh di utara tanah air. Aku ckp aku gi wedding kawan..bla..bla..bla.. then out of the blue, dia cakap..aku pon nak kawen esok ni... What..??? aku seriously tergamam... tak tau nak cakap apa.. terasa seperti hati aku ada alien masuk and hancur and koyakkan dari dalam ..really truly rip-you-apart kind of pain. Tapi of coz la aku kena control and terus ucap tahniah. Aku tanya la mcm mana kenal. Katanya kawan2 introduce kan and kenal few months and decide to settle down. Just make me wonder, did i make a mistake sbb didn't tell him how i feel.. but how can i be sure if he feels the same..? Kalau dia x feel the same, buat malu aku je.. But still i should have take chances.. we'll never knew the outcome..

Aku tak tau la nak cakap apa .. sesal pon ada...sedih mmg la.. xdpt nk gambarkan camna.. sbb after that mcm2 lak automatic flashback our moments since sama belajar sampai la skrg ni.. sighhhh... He did la ckp to let him know when i'm back..boleh dia introduce kan kat wife nya nnt... arghhhh... i don't think so.. Pedih kot.. x sanggup
aku nk tengok dia bersama orang lain.. We'll see lah camna...

Tp at the same time aku yakin, jodoh semua tu di tangan Allah. Rahsia Allah. Allah dh tetapkan. Andai kata ada jodoh, ditolak macam mana sekali pon... jauh macam mana sekali pon.. tetap akan sampai.. Tapi kalau dah xde jodoh.. jaga macam mana lah..or rapat macam mana pon lah.. tetap tak akan sampai. Aku kena la redha and yakin, Allah maha mengetahui dan Allah ada his own plan for me.

Ok la, till then.

In the end, we only Regret the chances we didn't take.

End of 2015 already?

Lama betul aku stop menulis. Bz..mcm2 hal and mcm2 perubahan dalam life aku.
Macam2 jenis orang yg datang n pergi juga dalam life aku.
Berat badan pun turun naik berkali2.
Kucing pon banyak yg aku bela and yang mati pon banyak.
In the end, aku masih macam dulu. So, conclusion is, don't get too attached to anyone/anything. Stop giving so much becoz you'll end up losing yourself.

New Pet

Akhirnya...aku kembali membela kucing...huhuhu...
Takde niat pon sebenarnya memandangkan life aku yg x serupa life ni...gi keje pepagi...kdg2 kul 7.30 dah sampai opis...(tp lately dh malas ni gi pepagi..) pastu kul 9 malam baru sampai umah setiap hari...

Tp pada 1 pagi nak gi keje tu.. masa tu dah lambat..hihi.. sbb aku ni asyik dok kena pindah opis je, dari HQ ke branch KL pastu branch Phileo Damansara lak pastu ke HQ balik and skrg ke Branch baru lak...tp ada masa2 kena gi HQ gak...haihhh...pening. So.. nak dijadikan citer...masa tu kat Branch Phileo... mood nk berkerja pon macam malas je... so pagi tu dah kul 9 baru nak kluar umah..huhu.. masa nk menuju ke kete tu, nampak lak anak kucing kat bawah ampaian...kesian lak nengok nya... sbb kecil sgt...pastu mata dia mcm ada infection.. aku nampak mungkin ibu dia kot, tp ada kat atas bumbung... memula pikir nak biar kan je..tp mcm x sampai hati lak...terus aku amek and bawak gi Vets.

Masih kecil...

Comel, ekor pendek...

Menurut kata doctor tu, dia ni anggaran umur baru 2-3 minggu...alahai..kesiannya... memula aku pikir nak tinggalkan je kat clinic tu..tp bila tengahari tu aku balik utk tengok dia jap, dia terus lari ke arah aku...adehhhh... runtuh lak hati.. terus aku pikir nak bela je lah.. tp aku tinggalkan dia kat klinik tu 3 hari utk doctor rawat mata dia yg infection tu..

balik tengahari kejap nk tengok dia... muka kesian..huhuhu

tbc...

Budi Bahasa & Nilai Murni

 

Aku x paham...
Budi bahasa dan Nilai2 murni mmg sedah semakin berkurangan di kalangan masyarakat kita ni. Perkara ini amat menakutkan aku....sebab terasa seolah2 manusia sudah kehilangan sikap 'kemanusiaan'....apakah akan terjadi kpd manusia ini nanti...

Kenapa aku  concern akan hal ini? Sebabnya... baru2 ni aku terpaksa naik kenderaan awam utk pergi keje sebab kereta aku rosak...ada kat workshop seminggu. SO...dari umah aku..aku kena naik cab utk sampai ke station LRT. Sewaktu naik cab tu.. pemandu nya aku nampak gaya mcm dah berumur...mmg pon...dia askar pencen and melihat caranya yg peramah...so aku pun memikirkan oklah untuk layan dia borak sbb aku memikirkan hormat kpd org yg lebih tua and aku bahasakan dirinya Pakcik...

Mula2 borak ok je...tp pastu tetiba dah masuk citer pasal dia pernah bawa penumpang yg ada masalah rumahtangga la dsbgnya. Pastu dia cerita lak pasal rumahtangganya yg dah musnah and gaya macam nak tunjuk yg dia ni sekarang ni bujang la...aku mula dah rasa x sedap....sbb aku layan dia borak sbb aku pikir sbg seorang yg boleh jd anak kenalah hormat kpd org yg dah pangkat boleh jadi bapak kita... and bila sampai ke desitinasi aku...dia siap mintak no telefon..dgn alasan boleh bersms malam2 nanti... haihhhhh.....sabar je lah...x tau aku nak cakap apa.... Ke manakah perginya sikap bangsa kita ni yg masih hormat menghormati antara satu sama lain? Ni tidak...semua nak dimakan jugak....ishhhh... Aku mmg takut sebenarnya nak naik cab lagi...



.......tbc....

Life is Beautiful

Life is Love
Life is about Sharing
Life is is Joy
Life is about Opportunity
Life is full of Surprises
Life is Beautiful

Life is beautiful because of the surprises, happiness and the shocks... :)

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever.

Take chances.
Tell the truth.
Date someone totally wrong for you.
Say no.
Spend all your cash!
Fall in love ❤

Get to know someone random.
Be random.
Say I love you.
Sing out lout.
Laugh at a stupid joke.
Cry T T
Get Revenge.
Apologize.
Tell the asshole what you feel.
Let someone know how much they mean to you.
Tell someone what they're missing.
Laugh till your stomach hurts.
LIVE LIFE!

 :D

 

Be happy

Life is better when you are happy, but life is at its best when other people are happy because of you. Be Inspired...

15 Ways to Live, and Not Merely Exist

As Jack London once said, “The proper function of man is to live, not to exist.”  Far too often we travel through life on autopilot, going through the motions, accepting what is, and having every day pass like the one before it.

1. Appreciate the great people and things in your life. – Sometimes we don’t notice the things others do for us until they stop doing them.  Don’t be like that.  Be grateful for what you have, who loves you, and who cares for you.  You’ll never know how much they mean to you until the day they’re no longer beside you.  Truly appreciate those around you, and you’ll soon find many others around you.  Truly appreciate life, and you’ll find that you have more of it to live.  

2. Ignore other people’s negativity.

3. Forgive those who have hurt you.

4. Be who you really are. – Being YOU is worth it!

5. Choose to listen to your inner voice. 

6. Embrace change and enjoy your life as it unfolds. – The hardest part about growing is letting go of what you were used to, and moving on with something you’re not. 

7. Choose your relationships wisely. 

8. Recognize those who love you. – The most memorable people in your life will be the ones who loved you when you weren’t very loveable.  Pay attention to who these people are in your life, and love them back, even when they aren’t acting loveable.

9. Love yourself too. 

10. Do things your future self will thank you for. 

11. Be thankful for all the troubles you don’t have.

12. Leave enough time for fun. 

13. Enjoy the little things in life. – The best things in life are free.  There is absolute joy and wonder to be had in the simplest of moments.  

14. Accept the fact that the past in not today. – Don’t let the past steal your present and future from you.  You might not be proud of all the things you’ve done in the past, but that’s okay.  The past is not today.  The past cannot be changed, forgotten, or erased.  It can only be accepted.  We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past.  But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future.

15. Let go when you must. 

[source : http://www.marcandangel.com/2012/03/19/15-ways-to-live-and-not-merely-exist/]

Happy Father's Day

A father is his daughters first love and his sons first hero.
The reason why daughter’s love their Dad the most is… that there is at least one man in the world who will never hurt her……
 
Years may come and go, but your memory will never be erased.
I once knew a man, who gave love at his best,
And no one can ever take your place.
I miss you so much DAD!

Lullaby

16 years have passed and i miss u more that ever...

Lullaby-Arwen
Don't you cry, I'm right here with you
Feel the darkness running away from here
Don't you cry, I will stay with you
Nightmare, demons... all end now

So close your eyes and you will travel
To a magic world
Where peace reigns forever

Today the stars will guide your dreams and
Protect all the things above you
Tonight an angel will come to give you a kiss
Only for you
Sweet dreaming now, my little piece of love

Here we go, don't look at behind
Hold my hand and we will fly away
Here you have a thousand of adventures to live
Just choose one every night

Don't remember (the) darkness and sorrow
Come here now, back to light

Where have you been?

Bohsan...

Aku dah bosan... Bosan dengan kerja...
Adakah ini permanent atau sementara? Aku harap sementara saja lah...
     kalau x camana aku nak makan...
     kalau x camna aku nak bayar kereta....
     kalau x camna aku nak bayar bills dsbgnya...

Tiap hari gi keje ngadap Mac aku ni.. sebarang idea pon dah x kluar...

dah macam2 aku buat kasi idea dtg.... tp sama je...
sudah aku dengar macam2 lagu... tp sama je...
sudah aku berjalan2 mencuci mata.. tp sama je...

     Mungkinkah aku penat...
     Mungkinkah aku tiada kawan di opis baru ni yg sealiran bidang dengan aku....
     Mungkinkah kerana insiden di opis yg membuatkan aku hilang minat...
     Mungkinkah aku tak boleh menjadi designer lagi...
     Mungkinkah aku perlu bercuti...
     Mungkinkah aku perlu bertukar bidang.....

Entahlah...yang pastinya apa aku boleh cakap di sini adalah Aku dah Bohsan...aku menghadapi masalah untuk menghasilkan design... :'(

Love Sucks!!

Love sucks. Love is a deadly weapon used to break down friendships, corrupt lives and even leads to death. It's all in the mind.

Love. It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, some simple a phrase may turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

It sucks to be alone...

What makes you Happy...

What makes you happy? Hmmmm... aku suka membuatkan org happy... Bagi aku, walaupun sometimes i have to go thru some difficulties..but as long as other people happy, i'm more than happy. Tapi kalau kita dah biasa sangat buat camtu...org akan jadi x appreciate dengan effort kita. Aku happy kalau dpt tengok muka orang lain Happy dengan effort aku untuk membuatkan mereka happy. Aku teringat few kejadian lah... antaranya :

1) Kakak aku kirim beli newspaper..berberapa jenis newspaper la. Especially weekend. Masa tu aku naik motor kapcai je... so kalau satu kedai ni ada 1 paper yg disenaraikan tu x de..aku akan cari sampai ke berberapa kedai lagi sampailah aku dpt semua paper yg dia nak.. Tp kakak aku lagi sorang ni lak..bila diminta beli newspaper..dia akan pegi 1 kedai je...and kalau x de... so fine lah..balik je... Tapi aku x tau la kakak aku appreciate ke tak apa yg aku buat utk dia..i know it's a small things... but..i'd be more than happy if she can just say Thank You to me... or maybe dia x tau how's my effort was just to give her what she wants.



to be continued...

Too Tired to sleep...

Aku terlalu letih sampai susah nak tido...

Say...

Moments..

New Year, New Resolution...

Happy New Year. Semoga Tahun baru membawa seribu satu kebahagiaan dan kesihatan yang berpanjangan kepada semua.